A couple of weeks ago Jon and I took a 4 day cruise to Cozumel. We got a great deal, so we splurged a little on a balcony room, which was so worth it.
waiting to leave the port in Galveston
coffee & reading on the balcony erryday
dive in movie nights–the best.
pineapple drinks by the pool for daysss
Cozumel
Pardon the low-quality iPhone photos; I was scared to take my fancy camera to the land of sunscreen and sand.
Also, we might be cruise people (the horror).
Nearly 3 years ago, Jon lost his job the day before we were scheduled to leave on a two week trip to England to see my family and attend my cousin’s wedding. We’d planned a 3 day trip to Florence in the middle of our trip, and we decided to go ahead with all of our plans despite the job loss. We figured we’d have a nice vacation and deal with it all when we returned.
On the flight to London. I look a little more stressed out than Jon.
On our last day in Florence, we wanted to take a bus to Fiesole, a small town in the hills above Florence. In England, you pay your bus fare on the bus. This is what I was used to, so Jon and I found the bus to Fiesole and hopped on. The driver was nowhere to be found (on break?), so we sat down near the front and waited for him to return so we could pay.
Suddenly, the driver sprinted onto the bus, sat down, and started driving. Crap. Well, we’ll pay at the first stop. BUT, the second the bus pulled up to its first stop, two transit policemen jumped onto the bus and demanded to see everyone’s ticket. “Oh, ok. Maybe we can buy tickets from them.”
Um, no. (In case you’re curious and/or planning a trip to Florence, apparently bus tickets are supposed to be purchased in tobacco shops. What?!).
When the policemen reached us and discovered that we were ticketless, they freaked. Like, yelled in Italian, demanded to see our passports, and ordered us to leave the bus and go with them. We began to defend ourselves and try to reason with them, when a man onboard who spoke English told us we really needed to shut up and go with them.
The policemen–still holding onto our passports–took us off the bus and ordered us to walk down the street with them. We walked a couple of blocks (I thought we were being taken to a police station), and then we came to an ATM. In broken English, they demanded that we withdraw a certain amount of money; they then took the money, handed us our passports, and walked away. Just like that, it was over.
It felt like we had been robbed.
Determined not to let this situation ruin the rest of the day, we caught another bus to Fiesole (after buying tickets at our friendly local tobacco shop). I sobbed the whole way there. It was so unjust, and I felt helpless and angry. The fact that Jon was unemployed and every dollar was precious made the whole situation so much bigger.
finally in Fiesole. It was beautiful.
Those glasses were hiding red, puffy eyes and streaky mascara.
This old Italian man, who rides the bus to Fiesole everyday to sell jewelry, saw what happened to us and told us it was completely wrong and unfair. I bought 2 rings from him.
That evening, Jon quietly said, “I believe God will redeem this situation. What the devil took from us, God will restore.”
We returned to Dallas the next week. Our first Sunday back at church, a girl passed me in the hall, pressed a folded up check into my hand, and whispered “God told me to give you this.”
It was a check for the exact amount of money that had been taken from us by the policemen.
God is faithful, you guys. He sees your every struggle, your every need, and He is faithful to restore all things.
The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still. Exodus 14:14
I have battled fear and anxiety for most of my life. My fear can be seriously crippling at times–I still have major issues with driving on the interstate 5 years after having a scary wreck early one Sunday morning.
I’ve learned that what I fill my heart and my head with and what I confess with my mouth has a huge effect on my emotional and mental well being.
Study this Book of Instruction continually. Meditate on it day and night so you will be sure to obey everything written in it. Only then will you prosper and succeed in all you do. This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. (the Living Bible translation says “Banish fear and doubt!”) For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” Joshua 1:8-9
Your mind is the first place the enemy will attack you–with fear, doubt, discouragement, depression, etc. Meditating on the word of God and speaking it aloud is the key to overcoming these attacks. Romans 12:2 says to “be transformed by the renewing of your mind” which only happens through reading and speaking aloud the word of God.
I have 2 Timothy 1:7 (“For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline.”) taped to my dashboard, and whenever I have to get on the interstate I meditate on that scripture and speak it aloud. It helps a ton.
Being strong and courageous is a choice–something we have to choose and go after; we have the power to “banish fear and doubt” by meditating on the word, confessing it with our mouths, and remembering that the Lord is with us and for us.
This post is a link up with She Reads Truth.
